Sunday, August 23, 2009

I am growing old. This is an odd feeling. When I was four, I never thought I'd ever be ten. When I was ten, I thought 20 is the time when you are at the peak of your life, with a job, a house and maybe even children. I still think life is over at forty, though there is plenty of evidence, plenty, that suggests the contrary.

I am 22 now. Twenty Two. And guess what, I have a strand of grey hair growing on my brohmotaalu. It is not alone. There are others that accompany it. But there is something different about this one. The silent resolve with which it refuses to settle with the other strands neatly... The fact that it seems to have a mind of its own... It is stubborn, irreversible. It has planted itself in my scalp for good, I tell you. And now it will tell others of its kind what a comfortable place my head is. Then there will be others.

I don't mind grey hair, it looks quite sexy. I don't mind age, too. But surely, there is something uncomfortable about this whole process. It has been abrupt, this growing up. Today, in front of the mirror, when I was thinking about winged purple hippos in electric blue top hats that throw red heart shaped potty on my enemies' buildings in Age of Mythology, I think I grew up.

For the first time, the roots of a grey hair has grown into my brain.

I am growing old.

4 comments:

Elendil said...

Tui darun likhish.

Oshtorombha said...

why thank you prayag.

also, i hate spam.

ketamine said...

I feel so alike

Just that I have less(no) hair
And perhaps have not learnt enough to grey as yet.

pray 6 bochor por toh lekha porlam, you are as smooth as ever.

khali ektu boro hoye gechish
Or have you?

Oshtorombha said...

@ kobita: Heylo boss. Welcome to me blogs. boro hoyechhi re... hotay hoyechhe. :P